To fly away......

That's what i am feeling like at this moment in time. Everything seems so pathetic and not worth it so why not just fly away for a while. Touch the sky of clouds and colours. The need to hide away but at the same time be with certain people pull an individual in every which way. I just can't take the pressure that i seem to place upon my shoulders anymore.

xXRainbowXx

Stuff 2

Hi,

I believe i have found some sanity here in my house at the moment. Freedom never tasted so sweet!

What can i say, i wish i hadn't had to break away from everything but it feels so good to have some time on my own and relax!!

x Rainbow x

Stuff 1

Hi,

What can i say about life......? The almighty question at the moment. Life.....it's short, it's full of holes, it's sometimes crap and good i guess, it's all we get, the one time go around deal. How do we get on with life when we have pitfalls looming up at us, ready to swallow us whole?

When do we know when to take a step back from reality and life it's self to enjoy one's self? How do you say no to the people who have become dependent on you for emotional support? When is the right time, if ever to say no?

Things this day seems a million miles away, like i'm living a life that's not rightly mine. All the problems seem to come at once, all the worries and all the woes that life brings. The problems? To say that they are personal is an under statement.......close friends losing the will to live, course problems, family problems. Some could say how many problems could one person deal with at any one time. To tell you the truth, i'm struggling with just one of the above, let alone the others.

I think it's time to break away, for my health, my sanity and my life........if i'll be able to return is yet to be decided.....

x Rainbow x